I was dreading 6:55 pm more than i had ever dreaded anything in my life! I was so relieved to know that my flight had been delayed until 7:30, i wanted to spend as much time as i could with you. Riding through Amarillo on my way to the airport i was searching my mind trying to come up w escape route and "miracles" that could happen so i could stay in Texas.
During my visit I was lucky enough to get to do every single thing that i wanted to do! I reunited with old friends and finally got to experience Rope a Joe. I got to feel God's presence at CCF and enjoyed being in the wonderful place again. I played and giggled and gave Charlie as many sugars as i could. I smiled so much during my visit, i knew my jaw would hurt for months after.
There was not a dull moment during my trip. We shopped, ate, took pics, piniced, blogged, laughed and cried! I am so blessed to have your love. At one point and time i was afraid i would never have that again and the Lord was with us both! I am was blessed to be able to come back for a visit and im itching at the seams to come back.
I cried and cried during my flight and even cried when i arrived home. And once again cried today. Leaving you was no doubt THE HARDEST GOODBYE ever! With my hands pressed against the planes tiny window i was hoping i could hold you one more time. My heart aches. And I have to say ive never quite felt this way before. But i know that God has a path paved for me and he will lead me where im supposed to be! Lets just keep our fingers crossed that my path is headed to Texas! lol
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O.K. CRYING! Your hand against the plane window while mine was on the big airport window, each of us wanting to hold the other again. Loved what you wrote. We did accomplish crossing off everything on our list! Yea us! I can't wait to see what God has planned for your life too. I just know that if you follow Him, it will be extraordinary! I would LOVE IT if you were here. We could spend weekends together and hook up in Amarillo to do some shopping. We could go to church together and eat afterwards. You could watch Charlie grow and even babysit a little for us. Well, maybe not the last thing, you know i'm not good at leaving him with people! It would be wonderful to have you near. Both of us just must find comfort in the Lord and give Him the desires of our hearts. We must surrender what we want to His will. Our desires will turn into what He has for our lives and we will be a happy people. I love you and miss you. Let's think about Thanksgiving. It will be here before we know it. If not Thanksgiving, maybe Halloween. Whichever will be the best for you and allow you more time here. Love you!
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